Kau tahu rasanya lama tidak berpuisi dengan kalima indah ?
Tentu saja rasanya gelisah. bagaimana tidak, semula aku bisa menulis ribuan kata dengan konotasi mengagumkan, namun sekarang. jangankan ribuan, satu kata indah dengan arti saja akku sudah susah
oh tidak !ini mungkin salahku terlalu larut dalam kenikmatan melihat saja tanpa mencermati kata – kata
Aku terlupa dengan jutaan kata yang menanti tuk digunakan
This feeling so frustation
Did’t relax this situation
I tried to blow up my mind
But I know this is never to come
Feel bad .. feel lonely
Want to scream but they are always judge me
I don’t know what i’ll to do
I just sit and now singing for you
This dream make me blind
So i’m frustrated and I wanna run
Runaway
Run so far
God away to another round
So sadness. .this emptyness
Make me cry and cry
Look up for the largest sky
Wishes that know i can fly
So I can forget my obsession
Dissociate me from frustation
Life wel life good. . Enjoy the moments
Take the future to move on
Tuesday, May 10 2016
By umi nursalasa
This is something about my feelings.
Feeling empty and lonely that breaks my heart
sometimes I feel lonely see the crowd around me
But my conscience will always affirm my love and my God
Sometimes envied those who freely to do anything
But after it, I was aware of how much sin I make if I dared to do it
Now feeling really afraid of my God to be bigger than before
Although not fully changed to the better
I kept trying to break the ice in myself
Melt all feeling stiff and turn it into a beautiful spring
Umi Nursalasa
